Life is a biatch that way
Don’t listen to sad songs when you read this or do
— — — — -🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️🏳️ — — — — get it? white flag? Giving up?
After a while, you just have to start living according to your own expectations instead of what your parents want from you, instead of what other people expect from you.
Expectations lead to disappointment.
Writing from heart folks, with one hand while sleeping on the bed with songs playing in the background.
Am I chilling?
Am I done with life?
Both.
How do you stop your mind from rationalizing your failures?
How do you stop it?
How do you tell it that it is what is?
I’ve found out we only give a fuck about what we want to give a fuck to.
How do we change what we give fucks about?
How do we skip the failures and just get the success?
Skip →good part.
wait there is no good part. Life isn’t a porn video, life is just a sad drama. We are mere players in it, riding the lows and dreaming about the highs.
Satisfaction is one bitchy paradox like just come to me.
There is some unsaid relation between satisfaction and happiness, but I am too tired to research it.
Too tired. Just too tired of the race behind satisfaction.
I think being satisfied is more of a choice, and less of something that comes to you. You must go towards it.
Expecting satisfaction is the worst thing you can do. People do so much because they feel it will make them satisfied, but nothing will. When you don’t get satisfied with the things you thought would, it lets you down.
So what to do when feeling low low low:
Put on that sad playlist and sing every one song of it until you are tired. Then sleep, hoping to never wake up.
After that call your friends and tell them how you feel. They might give you shitty advice, but it shows they care about you. Love from the right people even in the wrong way will seem good.
There is no exact meaning to life.
You just have to live it, hoping that you don’t keep expectations, yet still be satisfied.
Life is one complicated biatch that way.
Okay bye.
I would say have a nice day, but just try to get through the day, so you can chill and do what you truly love — watch tv shows until your eyes bleed.
